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[Oct. 7th, 2007|03:37 pm] |
im making a new livejournal.
i thought about just starting to use this one again,
but i just hate looking at all the old crap.
im a completely different person now.
and i dont need a constant reminder of how ridiculous i used to be.
-LOU |
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[Feb. 1st, 2007|09:15 pm] |
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"and ive been waiting for this moment for all my life"
last weekend me and brandon went camping for three days for our 5 month anniversary. ive been meaning to post pictures but it takes so long.
but here are a few.
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[Dec. 24th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
im so sick and tired of christmas.
its the dumbest holiday ever.
my uncle died.
my dad is a wreck.
and andrew calls me while im at work tonight
and i call him back
and what do i get?
an "i'll talk to you about it later" and then i get hung up on.
right. because that's exactly what i needed right now.
the upside to chritmas = Nevaeh+Arien+Derek
and brandon.
brandon is a trooper. my family loves him. and he painted me the worlds most awesome picture for christmas. along with giving me awesome presents. and being an awesome person.
my dad is trying to talk him into not going to Seattle.
and the most awesome thing is when brandon spends the night at my house i dont wake up to a screaming mom. i wake up to mom saying "Hey brandon take the dog out before he peees in my house." |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|08:06 pm] |
ricky patterson can go jump right off a cliff.
and so can anyone who would believe his crap.
ohmygosh.
so ricky gets mad i guess because i stopped talking to him after analie left town and he decides to go over to the Stills house and tell them that while i was dating Andrew i kept begging him to have sex with me.
and people believed him.
has anyone met ricky?
the most annoying person i have ever
met in my entire life.
the biggest pathalogical liar ever.
wow
whatever.
i thought the retarded drama was over. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|04:01 pm] |
so i guess all the lies and rumors have even managed to affect meme.
of all people to believe such non sense. it isnt her fault though. what is she supposed to believe. it isnt like she gets to hear any of my side.
"im praying for Lindsey, the devil has ahold of that child."
i mean i would never turn down prayer.
but "the devil has ahold of the child" ??
i mean what do they think i do?
rob banks and hit up liquor stores on the
weekends while selling drugs and cigarettes to minors?
for goodness sakes.
uck
me to my dad " i love you"
dad "ok bye"
he's so mad about my jeep.
but its ok
im buying a new car all on my own.
and i get it this weekend
im so excited. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|03:45 pm] |
this weekend was wonderful!
Friday night me and brandon went on an awesome date. Marble Slab then O'Charleys. hehe. dessert first. rock on.
then we spent the night at a Motel 6. long story. nothing scandalous or anything like that. just no where else to go. haha.
Saturday night me and Moe went to the Sigma Chi party with some of our KD friends. they had this awesome cover band. the red letters. they played everything from the violent femmes to nirvana.
then Sunday was brandons 1st soccer game. woowho. i cant believe that little twirp that took his number. i wanted to kick him. rich kids that get everything they want because they have money. yuck.
then we had movie night at his house.
then yesterday we went to go see Crank with Phil and Ash.
we bought ATL and Waiting at Target.
then went back for band practice.
wow that guy that came to try out really sucked.
stick with allen.
for sure.
so now im going to chill with arien. and make some pants.
happiness. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2006|11:37 am] |
ive had a pretty good week. i worked 12 days in a row and today is my first day off and what am i doing? working at my dads.....
haha but its just until Brandon gets done hanging out with his dad.
Me and molly got our hair cut by Lacey on tuesday. i love it. i had told Andy that we would go to him but i dunno..... we love Lacey too much i think. maybe next time.
me and brandon have been hanging out with Phil and Ashley and Cameron and Lauren alot. its been awesome.
i just wish Chad would stop smoking pot long enough to hang out with us. haha.
but he shows up for practice and thats all that matters. they have so much new stuff put together. it sounds freakin awesome. i love listening to them play. they are all so talented.
but if i have to watch Billy Madison one more time. im going to jump off something. really high off the ground.
me and arien and brandon watched RV last night. wow it was so much better than Hoot. i just dont understand how they could make a movie about my lil hoot hoots suck so much. sadness.
target:
 
B is for Brandon. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2006|11:16 am] |
this is from the other night.
he laughs when it hurts.... i thought that was funny. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
"Tiny Vessels"
This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark
Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day
All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."
So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|10:54 am] |
i had an awesome past four days.
lets go backwards.
yesterday:: andrew took me to big kahoonas in destin. yeah i was there for a whole day and im still not sure if i spelled that right. we had so much fun. it was awesome awesome awesome.
sunday:: me and molly and arien spent the day at the beach. wow. girls day out. like whoa. so much fun. lots of jumping lots of swimming LOTS of eating lots of shopping. TONS of greatness. then me and andrew went to the movies to go see Step Up. the best movie ive seen in awhile. no joke.
saturday:: me and andrew went to Biloxi with his family. we went to Imperial Palace, we had dinner at the buffet. the most awesome buffet ever. yum yum. then while the big kids gambled me and andrew and his cuzin jillian from california went to the movies to see The Descent. yeah it sucked. a big one. but it was fun and we jumped alot.
Friday:: the big BDAY. well lets start at midnight. andrew, teri, and molly were there to sing happy birthday. we watched Friday (finally). some dorks played quarters with sweet tea in my kitchen, then as soon as i fell asleep molly and andrew began the master piece that was my birthday cake.
oh it was beautiful. they woke me up with it all lit and pretty and such. they made me blow out the candles like 5 times. molly kept relighting it for pictures.(which will be up soon).
that morning we all went to Malbis to go shopping for my birthday. we ate luch at the golden dragon with courtney then went home to get ready for the truth seekah show. awesomeness. molly and brad and lunchbox and andrew and lana and haley and of course derek and arien and nevaeh all showed up.
pssst. did i mention molly and brad are going out? she made him dace for it. it was awesome.
so then we went to the movies to see Pulse. yeah. it sucked. worse than the other one. but like always we still had fun.
cut to a week earlier:: last weekend molly took me to get my birthday present. my first tattoo. its wee little. but its cute and it means alot. we both got peace signs behind our ears. mines pink and behind my right ear and hears is aqua blue and behind her left ear. its exciting. and it didnt hurt at all. yay.
SO
this morning
andrew starts school today.
we ate breakfast together.
i brought him some school supplies.
its going to be hard.
but its ok.
all we need is love.
(duh duh nuh nuh nuh nuh)
if you really read all this, you are my new best friend. haha. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|02:08 pm] |
so molly moved in with me and my mom yesterday.
this is going to be very interesting.
♥ |
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[Jul. 30th, 2006|02:21 pm] |
i think it's time for a re-evaluation of my life.
seriously.
im doing things all wrong and all for the wrong reasons.
i need to go back to school but i dont want to AT ALL.
i need to get serious about my job.
i need to get serious about alot of things.
im going to be 20 in less than 2 weeks.
and im still living like a 16 year old.
i need to help out my mom instead of just yelling at her and telling her shes doing things wrong.
andrew is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me.
and i dont need to screw that up.
i dont want to ever have to look at him and feel like ive disapointed him.
its the worst feeling in the world when you know you've disapointed the people you love.
the look in my dads eyes last night.
ive seen it before.
its the worst.
the one where you would wrather they just start yelling at you than look at you like that.
i have the best dad ever.
sometimes. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|05:45 am] |
i hate opening on saturday mornings.
i went to bed 2 hours ago.
im not ready to be up.
at least i had a good time last night NOT sleeping.
hungry howies is the best. and so is andrew
SHOWER TIME. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|11:29 pm] |
its me and andrews two month anniversary.
we celebrated it last night though.
after we took molly home from work i fell asleep in the car under the impression that andrew was taking me either to my house or his to go to bed......
but yeah..... i woke up an hour later [[still in my car]] at the beach.
it was beautiful.
he took me to this awesome spot on the beach. the lights//the water//the moon//the stars.
he's amazing.
i hit the jack pot.
for real.
we saw two shooting stars last night. well i saw one and he saw the other.
i didnt know what to wish for.
andrew is already making all my wishes come true. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2006|05:53 pm] |
clerks II = the best movie.
i should really see the first one.
but ya know.
JAY
freaking
JAY and SILENT BOB.
JAY GETS A LITTLE NAKEY.
in case you didnt know. i have an akward obsession with Jay.
but thats ok.
oh and
p.s.
im so in lovewith my &&drew |
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